i do keep seeing 314

like, i just saw another one. right when i almost gave up that it wasn't going to lead to anything. right when i almost gave up that NOTHING is going to happen. that somehow the MAGIC DIED. maybe it's not over yet. maybe it's like LEADING UP TO SOMETHING. usually even if it's iffy i still find something that it has "pointed" to. so it will come? and it will be big? i hope so. damn i hope so. i was so sure of it that it didn't even matter to me that fucking magic doesn't exist and that i was going to pull something, SOMETHING out of a hat if it didn't happen. because i was just so confident that it was going to work. well, why don't you work now, dammit.