i should study, and if i study today, i should either go shopping or go to theta xi

idk why there are so many frat parties now (oh wait i know, becos its like initialization weekend). so i should go to some of them, because after this there will not be any anymore. but i dont want to run into certain people. but thats ok, i really dont think they'll like theta xi.

thats all contingent on the fact that i'm not too lazy, though. perhaps i should go to the prudential center instead so it's closer (across the river). i mean i can still return my sephora purchases there. and they have a much better selection. mmmf why not. idk.

ugh i remember when i really wanted there to be a party and it was like well wait til halloween! hmphh. now it doesn't even matter.